So I tore my 3rd ligament within 1.5 years during the first week of the holidays hahahahaha I am an injury magnet it's really sad. I don't think I'll have to go for operations for my ankles though I think ankle ligaments are somewhat insignificant individually... I hope. But yeah I was thinking about it and JC is kind of like falling and tearing a ligament which I know sounds really weird but like it's how it was for me ok.
It's like, you fall and then comes a snap and that's when you KNOW you snapped a ligament because why else would there be a loud snap it's not like your skin got overstretched and snapped into two or something because skin doesn't do that and then you'll just be in a state of panic because WHO WANTS TO TEAR THEIR LIGAMENTS not you that's who but this is all before the pain comes so you just sit there for a while, freaking out on the inside and knowing that you're screwed AND this was kind of like school when it started because you know you would die eventually but there was no pain or anything because it was all fun and games and food and friends and yeah basically you know what's coming but you have an inkling of hope that it won't turn out like that even though you're almost 100% sure that it will AND GUESS WHAT you were right. Then some good friends will come along and help you up and try to take care of you and ask if you're alright and you'll tell them you are because at that point the pain isn't all that bad yet (and by the third time you're basically just laughing at yourself because you're such a klutz and a loser and you know your friends are laughing at you too even if they're worried because it's funny) but all this time the pain will slowly get worse and at some point you'll be alone and it won't be that funny anymore because you can barely move and life is just burdensome and you just wanna cry and die and ya SEE LIKE JC BECAUSE YOU HAVE FRIENDS TO SUPPORT YOU BUT YOU STILL WANNA DIE RIGHT and then slowly the pain gets better (which is somewhat like getting used to JC life?) but it'll feel like forever before it really goes away (like how these JC years are gonna feel like forever until they end) SO YA JC IS LIKE TEARING A LIGAMENT both of which kind of really suck but I guess I'm just bitter because CTs are next week and I kind of haven't done anything at all so I am going to fail and like cry ok bye.
On a somewhat related note I just realised Lin was there all 3 times I tore my ligaments hahahahahahaha Lin it was all you right I knew it why must you do this to me :'( jk love you ok bye again
