04 Just a Dream

Last night I was lying in bed at like around midnight, with my eyes closed, and I kept seeing white flashes of light.  Maybe this just means I have serious issues and should go see a doctor (or psychologist) but like yeah it made me think of like y'know how doctors shine their torches into people's eyes to see if they're okay and to check for trauma or whatever, yeah. So then I was like "Am I dead?" okay yeah quite stupid but then I was thinking, what if everything, right now, is a dream? Maybe I got into like a car accident or something and I'm really in a coma now BUT I WOULD NEVER KNOW. This is some serious Inception shit. But like yeah. Then I started thinking about dreams. And then I slept. Yeah okay so then this morning when I woke up I was like trying to recall something that happened or something I don't know but then I was kinda like, wait, was that in a dream, or did it really happen? (Cause, really, some things can be just too damn good to be true when it comes to certain situations.) Then I was reminded of how when we were sitting at the corridor of Pit Building, during flb, Bianca was like "This is like deja vu (I'm too lazy to put the accent okay).. I think I've dreamt of this before." And so like yeah that happens to me a lot too. Well not as much anymore but it used to and that was pretty cool. So like dreams can come true! That's so comforting. I say like too much. I like you, you like me, we're a happy family.... Oh wait that was love, wasn't it. Oh well.

03 Cell Outing

My titles are boring. Yay. Today we had a cell outing and went ice skating to celebrate finishing the end of the series we were doing after half a year and the end of exams, hooray. I think our cell is like getting smaller and smaller cause people keep not coming it's quite sad. But yeah so Denise, Sherrie, Abi, Johnny, Tim(my), Joshua and myself skated, then Shermain, Irene and Wenfu just sat outside and... Took photos. It was pretty damn fun although we were quite noob. Like us girls just stood around at first, then we went around holding on to the sides. Then we made the guys pull us around. Tim kept falling while trying to do some stop thing. Sherrie fell while Joshua was pulling her and she scraped her knee. So yeah we skated for 2 hours then the Zamboni came out and we watched for a while and then we left and sat at the food court and stoned. Then we went to Cathay to get my phone and ended up at St. Games cafe again but we played Rock Band this time and it was pretty damn awesome ahahahaha. The dude was really nice and funny so he was like helping us and stuff and like yeah it was super fun and hilarious especially at the end. Quite excited to go back and play more though it's not exactly cheap to go there but oh well it's fun. I was supposed to go to USS with Abi tomorrow but I'm really damn tired so I'm not gonna go with her anymore I feel quite bad tho for kind of standing her up but I don't really see the point in going if I'm so tired cause I won't enjoy it anymore. Oh well. I will bake her cookies or something to apologize.