04 Just a Dream

Last night I was lying in bed at like around midnight, with my eyes closed, and I kept seeing white flashes of light.  Maybe this just means I have serious issues and should go see a doctor (or psychologist) but like yeah it made me think of like y'know how doctors shine their torches into people's eyes to see if they're okay and to check for trauma or whatever, yeah. So then I was like "Am I dead?" okay yeah quite stupid but then I was thinking, what if everything, right now, is a dream? Maybe I got into like a car accident or something and I'm really in a coma now BUT I WOULD NEVER KNOW. This is some serious Inception shit. But like yeah. Then I started thinking about dreams. And then I slept. Yeah okay so then this morning when I woke up I was like trying to recall something that happened or something I don't know but then I was kinda like, wait, was that in a dream, or did it really happen? (Cause, really, some things can be just too damn good to be true when it comes to certain situations.) Then I was reminded of how when we were sitting at the corridor of Pit Building, during flb, Bianca was like "This is like deja vu (I'm too lazy to put the accent okay).. I think I've dreamt of this before." And so like yeah that happens to me a lot too. Well not as much anymore but it used to and that was pretty cool. So like dreams can come true! That's so comforting. I say like too much. I like you, you like me, we're a happy family.... Oh wait that was love, wasn't it. Oh well.