"But there is all this time between when the cracks start to open up and when we finally fall apart." - Paper Towns, John Green
Finally completed Paper Towns after abandoning it halfway like, two months ago. I quite liked it. But I kind of found it... realistically ridiculous. Like, it was somewhat relatable but at the same time, it somehow made me feel really... normal. Partially because Margo was pretty much insane. I guess it was kinda the same with Silver Linings Playbook, like all the characters were so mad that it made me feel ridiculously sane hahahaha. It's not like I have serious issues and deserve to be placed in a mental institute or anything but I do think I tend to be a little odd sometimes. It's mainly the things that go on in my head that make me feel this way but I guess that's kind of a good thing right? Like the main difference between a seemingly normal crazy person and a crazy person in a mental asylum is that the former can actually control themselves since they actually appear normal even though they might not be... Right? So the fact that I don't appear insane means I'm not insane. Yep. I don't really know what I'm saying OKAY I'M NOT CRAZY it's just that I tend to think a little too much sometimes and so I think that makes me kind of weird but everyone's weird like I sincerely believe that every single person in this world is weird because what defines normalcy anyway? But yeah I guess knowing that other people (so what if they're fictional!!) are more screwed up than me kind of comforts me? Okay but that's kind of screwed up. Dang. Whateverrrrrr it's late nothing I'm saying makes much sense to me right now so bye
